Is there something wrong with me?

What is life? There is no explanation for why we're here or what we are supposed to accomplish. We ask ourselves questions that we create many answers to, but never is a straight answer compromised. I feel my heart aching, the pain of betrayal. Seems to be all my friends and my lover have left me here, alone, to face my fears on my own. I want to cry, and I just might in the midst of this message. My heart is strong, but for you it was a piece of paper that was easy to shred. Have you ever had your heart broken? It seems heartbreaks are created around a dream, or an illusion. I dreamed hard. Laying on a beach, the sun setting, the ocean breeze flowing across my face like the tide across my feet. Look over, and I see your gorgeous smile and I hold you close so you aren't cold. I peer into reality and sure enough, you are no longer there. I listen to the sound of your voice and feel the beat of your heart, and my breathing adjusts to yours. I lay my head against yours and smell your hair and it feels like I'm home again. I interlock my hand with yours ready to follow wherever you lead me. I'd follow you into my darkest thoughts so you wouldn't have to go alone. I lay on the beach with you and count the stars. Look....a shooting star..make a wish. I wish I wouldn't wake up from this dream..